Another Suicide bombing - this time in tel aviv.
verid, my favorite waitress from Cafe Margot just arrived there, I think yesterday. Goddamn it.
The end of the cycle -- how can there be one? What is the ultimate solution? Is that how to envision an end to the violence is to come to the end point first and foremost? I think so.

Dad coming tonight to Brooklyn. Thinking about having thai food. The thought of him coming a year ago was an impossibility. It was as dangerous as Israel, wasn't it? I am hoping he stays on his toes. I just feel he is a bit more scattered and nervous lately.

Resolutions:
Floss Daily
Workout aero 3X
15 lbs by feb 15.
Vitamins (B Complex, Magnesium, Multi C)
Attack Anxiety
Celebrate Special Occasions (36 Birthday -- Double Chai)
Moisturize
Charity -- which one? What can I do?
Be more rigorous with how time is spent.
Um -- get a job that has meaning
LIFE UPGRADE! (New Apartment)
Be Honest and True to Yourself and Others
A piece of fruit each day.
Complete task list
Address book -- Print it out -- Make sure its accurate and updated
The List is Life (this means see a lot of movies that are on a separate list)
Sleep fewer hours -- sleep better!
Quicken - get it done.

OK -
It's 2002
I had a couple of phrases that I liked as slogans, but I haven't pegged any down quite yet.
#1 First down, lifetime to go. Nah
#2 Clock is ticking. Time is running out.
#3 Less past, more future.
#4 2002: Now more than ever.
#5 Focus
Are they all weak?

I was all keen on heading to Turkey. Maybe I will. Maybe I won't. Maybe I should get a department. Or an apartment.
Got a wife and kid in Baltimore jack.

The river.

Tonight I have a little meal with Leo and maybe Gel.

New Year's Resolutions...gulp:
Less past, more future. WHich really means. Less Past.